Ello

59 days sober…third day attempting to be bulimia free. Church bells ringing, mild headache, feeling empty, I am hungry, but not for any food in particular. The birds are chirping, the sky is clear, golden sunlight fills my apartment, beautiful plants hanging all around me…why do I not feel fulfilled? Am I still recovering fromContinue reading “Ello”

Chemtrails

Lets talk about chemtrails, aka weather modification, or cloud seeding to be exact. So we all know I moved to a small town outside of the city back in November. Out where I live, Ice Crystal Engineering, is the main manufacturing hub for cloud seeding materials. I was always a “conspiracy theorist” when it cameContinue reading “Chemtrails”

Stay Positive

I am 55 days sober, $825 and 330 hours saved. We will just say day 1 bulimia free. That is okay though, I am hopefully going to see someone who can give me a new perspective of how to go about handling it. I see my doctor today about the headaches, as long as itContinue reading “Stay Positive”

Perseverance

She was never praised for being beautiful or smart…quite the opposite reallyMany found her stupidMost found her uglySometimes even disgustingShe was average in grades, too shy for sports, never amounted to anything in talent, and was often an outcast and bullied for being too socially awkwardVery few believed she could succeed at life, so sheContinue reading “Perseverance”