Looonnng Day, Good Night

Do you ever just want to give your mind a break and run away from the world? I mean, running never gets you as far as you need to go and you always have to go home eventually. What if your home was somewhere else though. This already was near impossible before, with a soonContinue reading “Looonnng Day, Good Night”

Day 1 Your Super Detox

  23Apr2020 8 AM on the dot….well…detox causes for the worst foul smelling bowel movements I suppose… 10:30 AM This morning is going well. Bailey and I took a 3-4 mile walk this morning, it was a beautiful walk. After that I had my first detox smoothie, or mixture I guess. I don’t like heavyContinue reading “Day 1 Your Super Detox”

Day 59- Life Comes In 3’s (Part 2)

As I talked about yesterday, I told you that I had been impregnated through rape. What came after that was a spiral of mania and fighting to survive. It was mixed emotions after I had given away the first baby. I say gave away because I did not want her. In the adoption it wasContinue reading “Day 59- Life Comes In 3’s (Part 2)”

Day 58-Hypnotherapy

I went through my first hypnotherapy session and maybe this is part of the reason I feel exhausted, I am not sure. I went in with doubts, after all, the idea is cool and there is science to back it up, but it is also fairly hard to understand why or how it works, andContinue reading “Day 58-Hypnotherapy”

Day 56- Another Direction

Could I one day feel normal? Is there a chance that I can be happy and not have all the weight of anxiety on me? Can I shut my mind off all the thoughts? Without the wine? WHAT IS LEFT? In order for one to be happy, don’t they need happy times? If I cannotContinue reading “Day 56- Another Direction”