Almost Fully Recovered?

Way Long Ago I feel like there is a turmoil inside me, like as stupid as it sounds, a dark and a light so to say. I have come so far yet something is still holding me back. Cut to see if you still feel, but what if you don’t? Push people away because youContinue reading “Almost Fully Recovered?”

Nothing

I don’t know when I will write again, maybe tomorrow, maybe next week, maybe never. I can’t really say what’s all going on in my head right now other than nothing good. Well, maybe its more acceptance than anything. The only person who I needed to give up on me has and with that IContinue reading “Nothing”

Running Start

I applied for the biomanufacturing place I used to work, I doubt I will get it but I doesn’t hurt to try. I do not like feeling like I am on a sinking ship. I also want to have a career where I know I make some sort of impact in the world. I won’tContinue reading “Running Start”

Blizzard

Here comes the storm, all grey and white, I knew Alaska could never leave me. The air is heavy. Climate change, whata bitch. Anyways, we should be getting 12-17 inches of snow, yay! It’s okay, sometimes I feel like I relate to the skies more than anything. Years of raping and beating the planet andContinue reading “Blizzard”

That D Word

While studying psychology back in the day I always wondered what caused someone to be pushed over the edge, maybe it is not even fair to say when I studied, this is a question I have often asked myself. I have wanted to be dead many times, and there have been, and still are, pointsContinue reading “That D Word”