Running Start

I applied for the biomanufacturing place I used to work, I doubt I will get it but I doesn’t hurt to try. I do not like feeling like I am on a sinking ship. I also want to have a career where I know I make some sort of impact in the world. I won’tContinue reading “Running Start”

Blizzard

Here comes the storm, all grey and white, I knew Alaska could never leave me. The air is heavy. Climate change, whata bitch. Anyways, we should be getting 12-17 inches of snow, yay! It’s okay, sometimes I feel like I relate to the skies more than anything. Years of raping and beating the planet andContinue reading “Blizzard”

That D Word

While studying psychology back in the day I always wondered what caused someone to be pushed over the edge, maybe it is not even fair to say when I studied, this is a question I have often asked myself. I have wanted to be dead many times, and there have been, and still are, pointsContinue reading “That D Word”

Meh, Detoxing, ya know?

I have known I was an alcoholic for a long time, probably since my lower twenties and questioned it after every party. At least than I still drank for the good time. When I wanted to go sober for a month a year ago I knew by than I was an alcoholic and had repeatedlyContinue reading “Meh, Detoxing, ya know?”

I am an Alcoholic

Whats a life without drinking? Shit…I feel like I wrote this a year ago. Damn, I am such a broken record, but as my best friend said, only because I don’t ever give up. A year ago I wanted to blog about being sober for a month, I didn’t make it. I fooled myself andContinue reading “I am an Alcoholic”