Day 26- Waiting, waiting, waiting

Anxiety is weird. I can be in a place where I should be having fun but instead, I am watching everyone around me for any sign of possible danger while my mind is worrying about global warming and the heightened numbers of viral outbreaks. True anxiety cannot be written in a meme. I want toContinue reading “Day 26- Waiting, waiting, waiting”

Day 25-Blabbering

I looked up pictures of Robin William’s death. I have always done this, looking up dead people. The first dead person I saw was when I was four at a funeral for someone in the village. I remember seeing people cry and thought the body looked weird. I can still see the body occasionally.  LookingContinue reading “Day 25-Blabbering”

Day 24- Therapy

I had a little bit of wine last night, whether or not this was a good idea I cannot tell you right now. I do know that I was able to relax even though my mind never did fully shut off. I did not feel I needed it but thoroughly enjoyed it. I admit thereContinue reading “Day 24- Therapy”

23 Degree Heat Wave

Oofta, hard workout this morning. My friend I normally workout with went to the cities to watch a Wild game with her boyfriend (jealous) so I did a group cycling class on my own today. It was weird but I was still very comfortable. I ate like crap at the hockey game last night andContinue reading “23 Degree Heat Wave”

Day 23- Anxiety

  The older I get the more afraid I become. When I was as younger, I was very carefree. I always said what else could happen to me that hasn’t happened before except being dead and if that happened, it would have been very welcomed. I do not want any abuse to happen again however,Continue reading “Day 23- Anxiety”