Sobriety again I guess

Well peeps, I just cant seem to stop fucking up. I put my notice in for the liquor store today. Its a bummer because I quite enjoy working there but theres too much temptation to down all the liquor and I am giving in a lot. Theres no enjoyment in it, I am just bingeContinue reading “Sobriety again I guess”

Confuzzled

“I wanna stay inside all day I want the world to go away I want blood, guts, and chocolate cake I wanna be a real fake Yeah, I wish I’d been, I wish I’d been, a teen, teen idle Wish I’d been a prom queen, fighting for the title Instead of being sixteen and burningContinue reading “Confuzzled”

Last Few (a lot of) Weeks

Hello peeps. I suppose I should give a breakdown of how my life has been. My daughters mom, my best friend, had her surgery with quite a few complications, after three weeks theres still issues. She did end up having cancer and will have to have chemo and radiation in a couple weeks. It wasContinue reading “Last Few (a lot of) Weeks”

Why did I low carb again? Ugh

Another day of bloat. Its okay though, thats what happens when you eat carbs after not eating carbs for awhile. At least the itchy legs are gone, for some reason I swell up in the legs the most after eating carbs and they become itchy. That is going down now a small bit though, IContinue reading “Why did I low carb again? Ugh”

Not As Planned Again lol

Okay, yesterday did not go near as planned (does that surprise anyone?). I mean, I didn’t eat meat so that is good. I just didn’t stick to the plan fully because I wanted to play video games last night so ate pita chips, pretzels, and hummus. So, detox will turn into a 3 day detox?Continue reading “Not As Planned Again lol”