Meh, Detoxing, ya know?

I have known I was an alcoholic for a long time, probably since my lower twenties and questioned it after every party. At least than I still drank for the good time. When I wanted to go sober for a month a year ago I knew by than I was an alcoholic and had repeatedlyContinue reading “Meh, Detoxing, ya know?”

Happy Fourth?

Well, this is my third day sober, although I am not sure Tuesday actually counts since I was drunk past midnight that morning, whatever, I’ll count it. I wonder when I will stop counting, the only reason I remember how long I have been bulimia free is because the last time I purged was newContinue reading “Happy Fourth?”

I am an Alcoholic

Whats a life without drinking? Shit…I feel like I wrote this a year ago. Damn, I am such a broken record, but as my best friend said, only because I don’t ever give up. A year ago I wanted to blog about being sober for a month, I didn’t make it. I fooled myself andContinue reading “I am an Alcoholic”

Depression

Many days are a struggle, some are worst than others like today. I do not see the point on living a lot days, I think this is happening more often than not right now. I don’t see the point to my life. It’s exhausting to struggle alone. It’s exhausting to not be able to communicateContinue reading “Depression”

Keeping My Head Up

It sucks when you no longer find the fulfillment in a workplace because of mismanagement. It’s depressing to even come here. I have been trying to switch departments but with the cluster-fuck that happened and “miscommunication” of my manager, I am fairly certain I will not be accepted anywhere since I was written up byContinue reading “Keeping My Head Up”