A Long Blabber About Spiritual Awakening

I came up with a theory the other day. In Wicca, they believe shamans could be made if they go through traumatic experiences that have completely changed their course of life. A simple search on google for childhood trauma and the spiritual connection fuels thousands of results. There are many who experience childhood trauma, trillionsContinue reading “A Long Blabber About Spiritual Awakening”

Life Comes In 3’s (Part 3)

Death has always been weird to me. I have never been able to express condolences appropriately. When a close uncle found out he had cancer my first words were “well, that’s what he gets for smoking.” I did feel bad but showing empathy has never been a strong trait of mine. It is also weirdContinue reading “Life Comes In 3’s (Part 3)”

Day 56- Another Direction

Could I one day feel normal? Is there a chance that I can be happy and not have all the weight of anxiety on me? Can I shut my mind off all the thoughts? Without the wine? WHAT IS LEFT? In order for one to be happy, don’t they need happy times? If I cannotContinue reading “Day 56- Another Direction”

Day 55- Chiropractor

Well, today was a pretty decent day. I may have drunk a little too much last night as I slept in till 11 but honestly, I do not feel anything negative with it. I definitely relaxed. I had eggs for breakfast with coffee and then went and had lunch with an old friend of mine.Continue reading “Day 55- Chiropractor”

Day 45- Its My Friday!

I woke up very off this morning and a tad bit emotional but physically feeling pretty well. I cannot wait till daylight savings time so its lighter earlier. I do get uneasy being out alone in the dark. I do not like the dark in general actually…. but enjoy night time in some contradictory way.Continue reading “Day 45- Its My Friday!”