Depression

Many days are a struggle, some are worst than others like today. I do not see the point on living a lot days, I think this is happening more often than not right now. I don’t see the point to my life. It’s exhausting to struggle alone. It’s exhausting to not be able to communicateContinue reading “Depression”

So This Alabama Abortion Law

Is Bullshit! When will Americans just start minding their own fucking business. First of all, a woman can’t even have an abortion if she is raped with this law. I heard all too many times that “God works in mysterious ways,” bullshit when I was raped and got pregnant. That fucked me up for years!Continue reading “So This Alabama Abortion Law”

Storm a Brewing

Welcome my 2 new readers! 😀 (There is nothing interesting today) Today was another good day of eating clean. I did not count my carbs to the gram but I know I stayed between 15-30 (I get tired of counting). For dinner I have been trying to make enough for leftovers for lunch. Instead ofContinue reading “Storm a Brewing”

Just Being Healthy and All

Well, I have had two good days in a row of eating clean, fresh home made low carb foods. I am trying intermittent fasting. I doubt the fasting will be long term but I am trying not to eat till 11 am. I think on days that I work out I will have an IsoPureContinue reading “Just Being Healthy and All”

Sleepy

Recovery is not an easy task. Sure it has been over five months now that I have not self induced vomited but time doesn’t always make the “want” any easier when it comes. I can be proud of myself all I want but it does not make looking in the mirror any easier when IContinue reading “Sleepy”