Day 41- Small But I’m Happy

First week of school coming to a close and let me tell you….it was rough a rough week. I am finally getting caught back up to where I wanted to be academically (in other words ahead). I admit for a while there I had the whole “it’s the end of the world” type thoughts runningContinue reading “Day 41- Small But I’m Happy”

Day 38- Good Morning Depression

I am on a familiar edge. I don’t know why I feel as I do these days. I don’t feel good enough for anyone. I feel like just another birthmother. I don’t feel like I can talk to anyone because no one can understand what I am feeling. Everything I say offends someone. I feelContinue reading “Day 38- Good Morning Depression”

Just Keep Walking

Well, I may have royally fucked up peeps. Its all good I suppose. I mean, I will probably lose my job, but I hate it anyways so I have mixed feelings. Like I have obviously been trying to find something for quite a while now, I just wasn’t expecting something small to become a bigContinue reading “Just Keep Walking”

No Real Subject

Another restless night. I suppose I should be happy though, 6 hours and 58 minutes of sleep and 70% sleep quality. Still only a 14% REM cycle and it happened pretty much all at once towards the end of my sleep rather than a cycle. I think I will be buying some melatonin. We allContinue reading “No Real Subject”

Day 32- Just Saying Hi

Hello! I am very ready for the weekend. I put in a request for tomorrow off since I have orientation. That is in the morning, but I still would like a three-day weekend. I bought a new computer yesterday, a nice reliable one for school. My old one was acting weird and I know howContinue reading “Day 32- Just Saying Hi”