Good Morning :)

Hello my fellow readers, I am alive and doing well. I have had a few ups and downs but I am sure that is everyone right now. So…. lets get to it. So I was able to find a job, but its only a temp till the end of June. Its 17/hr though so combineContinue reading “Good Morning :)”

Day 47- 3 Phobias

I have a deathly fear of insects. I have not always been this way. In fact, I recall when I was seven and not being afraid at all. I was playing outside our camper one day (we had no home at this time so had to stay in a camper while my parents looked forContinue reading “Day 47- 3 Phobias”

Day 46- Good Night

“Sometimes I can soak up information like a sponge, other times I can barely comprehend my own name.” The hardest part of having a mental illness is when I know and feel all my imbalances. My negative emotions are the tell-tale sign of childhood trauma. I love and have the sexual desires of someone myContinue reading “Day 46- Good Night”

Day 19- Side Thought

When anyone has ever asked me what my goals are in life I have always responded “to survive.” However now I am starting to realize that a goal of surviving means only to exist. After begging my body to let me die so many times I am realizing existing is not enough anymore. If IContinue reading “Day 19- Side Thought”

Invincible

If you are lucky, you  have experienced the feeling of invincibility based on your own success, and overwhelming happiness, not based on anyone around you, but from yourself. I do not think many people experience this, not with the rate depression and substance abuse are increasing. Many people just go on with life saying itContinue reading “Invincible”