Day 59- Life Comes In 3’s (Part 2)

As I talked about yesterday, I told you that I had been impregnated through rape. What came after that was a spiral of mania and fighting to survive. It was mixed emotions after I had given away the first baby. I say gave away because I did not want her. In the adoption it wasContinue reading “Day 59- Life Comes In 3’s (Part 2)”

Day 58- Life Comes In 3’s (Part 1)

If someone were to ask me the worst thing I have ever done I would feel conflicted, after all, what many would see as the worst thing I could possibly do is honestly the best in my eyes, and what is the best thing I have ever done in the eyes of many, to meContinue reading “Day 58- Life Comes In 3’s (Part 1)”

Day 58-Hypnotherapy

I went through my first hypnotherapy session and maybe this is part of the reason I feel exhausted, I am not sure. I went in with doubts, after all, the idea is cool and there is science to back it up, but it is also fairly hard to understand why or how it works, andContinue reading “Day 58-Hypnotherapy”

Day 56- Another Direction

Could I one day feel normal? Is there a chance that I can be happy and not have all the weight of anxiety on me? Can I shut my mind off all the thoughts? Without the wine? WHAT IS LEFT? In order for one to be happy, don’t they need happy times? If I cannotContinue reading “Day 56- Another Direction”

Day 54- Over Tired

When my pants rip it is a mortifying sign that I need to take the low carb healthy eating a lot more seriously and stop the B/P, because let’s face it, it only causes weight gain. I cannot say this is all an entirely bad idea because beer and malts are definitely not helping. So,Continue reading “Day 54- Over Tired”