Sobriety again I guess

Well peeps, I just cant seem to stop fucking up. I put my notice in for the liquor store today. Its a bummer because I quite enjoy working there but theres too much temptation to down all the liquor and I am giving in a lot. Theres no enjoyment in it, I am just bingeContinue reading “Sobriety again I guess”

Confuzzled

“I wanna stay inside all day I want the world to go away I want blood, guts, and chocolate cake I wanna be a real fake Yeah, I wish I’d been, I wish I’d been, a teen, teen idle Wish I’d been a prom queen, fighting for the title Instead of being sixteen and burningContinue reading “Confuzzled”

Staying Positive

  My sleep concoction lately has been 1/2- a full bottle of wine with a melatonin to finish knocking me out. So in the mornings I am back to coffee. I need to get off that cycle. I know I have to actually. So last night when I got home from the liquor store IContinue reading “Staying Positive”

Last Few (a lot of) Weeks

Hello peeps. I suppose I should give a breakdown of how my life has been. My daughters mom, my best friend, had her surgery with quite a few complications, after three weeks theres still issues. She did end up having cancer and will have to have chemo and radiation in a couple weeks. It wasContinue reading “Last Few (a lot of) Weeks”

Still Trucking Along

Hello my wonderful readers, long time eh? I wish I could say things have been going well and that is why I have not posted in weeks. It is honestly quite the opposite and just trying to hold on and be positive. I am finding though that is getting harder and harder to do asContinue reading “Still Trucking Along”