Just a lil update :)

This month is Native American Heritage month so I just got done making fresh fry bread for my team. Apparently frybread comes in many names, a friend of mine is from Connecticut and they call them fried dough, which sure, makes sense, but frybread just sounds warm and cozy haha. I am leaving her someContinue reading “Just a lil update :)”

Unbearable Thirst

Its an unbearable thirst, detoxing that is, and maybe I am not even detoxing at this point, but all I want is a drink, I need a drink, no fluids satisfy me. In fact I am taking a piss at least once every hour if not more. I want my mind to be gone. IContinue reading “Unbearable Thirst”

Sober Day 5…ugh.

I think the worst part about getting sober is the possibility that maybe I am just permanently screwed up and emotionally unstable. Like when I was bulimic I could always just blame instability on hormones, when I was a teenager I could blame it on my childhood abuse, as I got older I could blameContinue reading “Sober Day 5…ugh.”

Meh, Detoxing, ya know?

I have known I was an alcoholic for a long time, probably since my lower twenties and questioned it after every party. At least than I still drank for the good time. When I wanted to go sober for a month a year ago I knew by than I was an alcoholic and had repeatedlyContinue reading “Meh, Detoxing, ya know?”

Coming to and End?

Well, my domain will be expiring soon. It’s weird to think I have been blogging to you guys for a year. I am not sure I will renew. Life has been shitty lately but I am trying to keep my head up. I feel something great is coming, like I am going to be great.Continue reading “Coming to and End?”