Day 47- 3 Phobias

I have a deathly fear of insects. I have not always been this way. In fact, I recall when I was seven and not being afraid at all. I was playing outside our camper one day (we had no home at this time so had to stay in a camper while my parents looked forContinue reading “Day 47- 3 Phobias”

Sorta Positive, Not Really LOL

  How does one describe growing up poor or in poverty and trying to get out? Trying to be better than their parents and surroundings but still only knowing that way of living? That way of coping? In my fucked up life I have already done better than my parents but still I am nothing. IContinue reading “Sorta Positive, Not Really LOL”

Just Keep Walking

Well, I may have royally fucked up peeps. Its all good I suppose. I mean, I will probably lose my job, but I hate it anyways so I have mixed feelings. Like I have obviously been trying to find something for quite a while now, I just wasn’t expecting something small to become a bigContinue reading “Just Keep Walking”

Day 26- Waiting, waiting, waiting

Anxiety is weird. I can be in a place where I should be having fun but instead, I am watching everyone around me for any sign of possible danger while my mind is worrying about global warming and the heightened numbers of viral outbreaks. True anxiety cannot be written in a meme. I want toContinue reading “Day 26- Waiting, waiting, waiting”

23 Degree Heat Wave

Oofta, hard workout this morning. My friend I normally workout with went to the cities to watch a Wild game with her boyfriend (jealous) so I did a group cycling class on my own today. It was weird but I was still very comfortable. I ate like crap at the hockey game last night andContinue reading “23 Degree Heat Wave”