A Beautiful Day

Good Morning! Its a gorgeous sunny, deep blue sky day with not a single cloud. Its a comfortable 67 as I type with the windows open. I have my incense going with a cup of coffee right beside me, yup, its a good morning. I even got to sleep in. Last night I remembered IContinue reading “A Beautiful Day”

First Tattoo

Good Morning my sunshine’s! Its been a couple or few days since I posted but thats just because I have been working both jobs and have been busy in between. I have been really good though. I am all over the withdrawals of alcohol, but it wasn’t really that bad, just more down moods. SkydivingContinue reading “First Tattoo”

Change

Okay, well, I cant realistically leave the liquor store. I am guaranteed my hours there and I can’t realistically wait three weeks for a first paycheck from a new place. So, I am going to try it out. Honestly my mindset right now is that I feel so like a piece of shit and hateContinue reading “Change”

Change starts with regret I guess

So, I am sure many are dying to know how I’ve fucked things up, but maybe that was a little dramatic. I haven’t fucked everything up yet but honestly have probably come fairly close. So, lets just be real here. I have been wanting to quit drinking for awhile now, very strongly at least aContinue reading “Change starts with regret I guess”

Staying Positive

  My sleep concoction lately has been 1/2- a full bottle of wine with a melatonin to finish knocking me out. So in the mornings I am back to coffee. I need to get off that cycle. I know I have to actually. So last night when I got home from the liquor store IContinue reading “Staying Positive”