HELLO!

Gotta have my dramatic moment… I know what is meant to be will be but I feel like I am screaming inside for something to just work out in terms of job searching. I know everything in my life has gone according to some grand designed plan, I realized this last night, I just wishContinue reading “HELLO!”

Day 1 The Beginning

I thought I would try something newish. I do wish I never removed my blogs relating to the book as those really are the beginning stages of my recovery and journey, I don’t even like the word recovery, more like growth. Recovery reminds me of a beaten dog. Anyways, so I will post a blogContinue reading “Day 1 The Beginning”

The Sun Does Exist

Today I did something I don’t remember the last time that I did and that was finish a book. While this might seem trivial, for someone who has never been able to comprehend more than a couple paragraphs at a time, reading a 705 page book is actually quite an accomplishment. It’s title is Imaginary FriendContinue reading “The Sun Does Exist”

Almost Fully Recovered?

Way Long Ago I feel like there is a turmoil inside me, like as stupid as it sounds, a dark and a light so to say. I have come so far yet something is still holding me back. Cut to see if you still feel, but what if you don’t? Push people away because youContinue reading “Almost Fully Recovered?”

Nothing

I don’t know when I will write again, maybe tomorrow, maybe next week, maybe never. I can’t really say what’s all going on in my head right now other than nothing good. Well, maybe its more acceptance than anything. The only person who I needed to give up on me has and with that IContinue reading “Nothing”