Rando Thought Process

Everything happens for a reason, everything will work out, I tell myself this, but sometimes I feel like it’s not always true. We don’t all make it, do we? There are stories of people who go batshit crazy because of stress. I heard a story about a guy who was stressing over money for years butContinue reading “Rando Thought Process”

Day 2

  Day 2 GETTING RID OF THE GARBAGE Well I threw up dinner last night but considering that was my only purging time during the day I do not feel so terrible. I am struggling to find the middle ground of eating healthy without dieting while still wanting to lose weight. I weigh roughly 145Continue reading “Day 2”

HELLO!

Gotta have my dramatic moment… I know what is meant to be will be but I feel like I am screaming inside for something to just work out in terms of job searching. I know everything in my life has gone according to some grand designed plan, I realized this last night, I just wishContinue reading “HELLO!”

Day 1 The Beginning

I thought I would try something newish. I do wish I never removed my blogs relating to the book as those really are the beginning stages of my recovery and journey, I don’t even like the word recovery, more like growth. Recovery reminds me of a beaten dog. Anyways, so I will post a blogContinue reading “Day 1 The Beginning”

The Sun Does Exist

Today I did something I don’t remember the last time that I did and that was finish a book. While this might seem trivial, for someone who has never been able to comprehend more than a couple paragraphs at a time, reading a 705 page book is actually quite an accomplishment. It’s title is Imaginary FriendContinue reading “The Sun Does Exist”