Uffda, back to vegetarian

Well, I have decided to do a cheating detox, as in, I can still drink my green and black tea, but will still follow the rest of the Your Super Detox program. This is to reset my body again, get the meat out of my body, slowly add in grains and legumes, and see what a result without meat is. Today will be mainly salad I think, I have to shop for carbs.

So the scale said 169.6 this morning, but yesterday was a very big day of eating. Yesterday morning is said 162 something, so again, I am not doing the scale weight as a means of fat loss, but just because its important to know how weight fluctuates. Once that food digests it will go down. I am starting to have weird eczema  again, thus why I am wondering if I am allergic to meat. My back is sore but I think that might be from moving around furniture. I was so exhausted yesterday, even in the morning I had to take a two hour random nap.

Okay, so detox didn’t start today. I wanted to test meat one more time, yup, tacos made me sick, exhausted, itchy, and bloated. I went out and bought vegetarian options, Whole Foods, nothing processed. So weird I tell ya.

Well, I felt like shit all day after eating meat so I am going to take a nice hot bath with salt ,tea, and lavender. I will than curl up with a cup of hot tea and a book and fall asleep. Goodnight my peeps.

Just Tired

You ever have those perfect mornings you wake up and the sky is a beautiful rising sun soft rainbow color, the green tea tastes extra delicious, the carpets are all freshly cleaned, the incense is extra calming, and the birds are chirping? Or something similar? Just that perfection?

Today was full of highs and lows. I woke up around 5, not that I wanted to, I just did, and couldn’t fall back asleep. I was going to go for a walk this morning with Bailey but it was actually really cold, 35 I believe, so we didn’t. I think he is okay being lazy honestly. So naturally, I went back inside, ate a taco and watched Netflix till I fell asleep again. I had a weird dream where it was a workday and I literally slept through the whole day at work and when I would try to work I couldn’t wake my body up, like I knew i was sleeping in my dream where I was sleeping. Anyways, after that I decided to run errands, so I went to Natural Grocers for my Anxiety Soother extract from Herb Pharma. After that I went to get Applebees because shrimp and Parmesan steak sirloin sounded amazing, and it was. I bought some groceries for the week and came home and Bailey and I went to the dog park.

I just feel off today. I think I need to do another cleanse.  I don’t know, I have been anxious all day and no real reason behind it. I just feel blah and exhausted and my head feels like its full of pressure. I am tired now and its only 730 so I am going to try and go to bed since tomorrow is Monday. Goodnight peeps.

Side Note: There was hockey playing at Applebees, the crowds were full so I am assuming it was an old game. It was a weird feeling. Like there were other people in the restaurant, not near as much as a Sunday afternoon would be, I would say half of what is normal, but I guess I also never really went to that particular Applebees much either so it might be normal. Anyways…..yeah, just a weird feeling, a somewhat empty restaurant and a old game playing with a full crowd cheering.



Could meat really be making me feel this badly?

So Exhausted

Ugh peeps, ya know, that detox worked amazing but I have to say, even now, I just had so much energy. Today was nothing but go go go go. I FINALLY got a hair cut and my eyebrows done, seriously, I was feeling like a matted dog. I also washed and vacuumed my car. I went to walmart and bought typical necessities (that shit adds up fast, especially with a dog and cats). I went to the greenhouse to pick four more plants. I have been finding some on facebook and whatnot, but I need eight total. I also went to the crystal shop to talk with the owner, I should be starting Sundays in the next couple weeks. That would be nice because I would still have Saturdays off. I like talking with the owner, she interesting, and really likes coffee. OH YES, and the CBD Oil, is ONLY $39 with a sale, so I didn’t have to spend $100 on it! I also bought that dream catcher, ugh I love it so much. After I did all that I planted my flowers in their little pots, planted flowers for outside in hanging pots, like the long kind that go on the rail. I also finished carpet cleaning  the remainder of the living room, rugs, and my bedroom (tempurpedic beds are fricken heavy) I also planted my peas, rosemary, and basil. Bailey and I didn’t do our walk today, but I figured that is okay, I got over six miles worth of steps in. Bailey needed a day off anyways, tomorrow we will be back at it. So yeah, there was just really no time to blog. My hair appt was at nine this morning and I started off the day by doing my car before it. It is now 10:25 and I just got done with my bath not too long ago, now I will have my night time tea, read a book, and sleep very well. Have a good night peeps.

Oh yeah, I ate a chicken taco today along with my detox powders.  You keep using them for the remainder of the month because they are very good for you. Ugh, amazing man, thats all I can say.

Bruh, fresh clean carpets are amazing.

Looonnng Day, Good Night

Do you ever just want to give your mind a break and run away from the world? I mean, running never gets you as far as you need to go and you always have to go home eventually. What if your home was somewhere else though. This already was near impossible before, with a soon to be shitty economy (if not already) there would be too much risk. Plus, I am not sure I would even find a home in America, like theres places in Europe that look beautiful. I have heard that some can be racist though and that theres places where you get mugged. But thats here too so, I don’t know.

So I made a beef roast for lunch. I feel gross. I am starting to wonder if I should be eating meat. But if I don’t eat meat than I can’t really low carb. But maybe if I ate a fresh plant based diet I can lose weight and be healthy. Can someone be allergic to meat? I haven’t found any satisfaction with it, quite the opposite. It is all quite weird. Maybe I should do another detox to get it out of me but also incorporate protein plant items. I just don’t think I can eat meat anymore. Which is a bummer because there are times is smells really fricking good. And its so good for muscle building, but maybe there are other sources that can provide as much protein I need. I do want to build muscle. I just didn’t think I was going to feel so sick after eating meat.

Oofta, very busy day. Work never slowed down and then I went out and bought a carpet cleaner, went to the crystal shop and just spent three hours carpet cleaning my living room, like FULLY, moving everything and whatnot. So it was a good day. I will write more tomorrow. Good night y’all.

Sorta Gloomy Lol

Wowwww peeps…..never eat chili pistachios before bed. I mean, I shouldn’t be eating before bed ANYWAYS buuuuut, I got a little to caught up in Netflix. Theres this show called “Never Have I Ever…” and its actually pretty funny. But because I did that I had the worst nightmares all night long. I just felt full and bloated, which makes sense because who seriously eats a serving of pistachios lol, ESPECIALLY while watching a show. TV is detrimental to health for real. Uffda.

So the first dream is one that really freaked me out, but I was also half awake too. For some reason I thought the power went out (even though I was sleeping in the dark) so I don’t know if I was dreaming about the lights being on or what but all of a sudden the power went out (it didn’t really) and I started freaking out. I am not sure when I woke up  but I remember shaking pretty bad and sitting up in bed and trying not to cry. I used to be afraid of the dark, like I couldn’t even sleep with the lights off, so I am not sure why this freaked me out. But I got up and looked out the window (I think I was awake by this time) and the other building lights were on so it made me feel better about it not being an apocalypse I guess. I was sitting in bed shaking but than common sense got a hold of me and said I should try and turn on my light and guess what? It turned on. I was still gasping for air and my breathing was mega off and my heart was racing, so I feel like I was fairly close to a small panic attack. I had to lay in the light for awhile to calm back down, also my sheets were drenched. I continued to wake up about every hour after that and that one happened about midnight. Another one that really freaked me out was I was laying sideways (it just seems more comfortable lately) and I had the cats pinning me down and Bailey. Well, there was this freaky horror movie skinny dead girl with a freaky mouth who sat up and than turned to climb on me. I was paralyzed (sleep paralysis) trying to scream but I couldn’t. I know when this happens its a dream and I need to get myself out of them so I of course woke up screaming and gasping. This time I was really sweating and hot, and I am pretty certain the reason I couldn’t move was because I was under all my blankets and the boys were pinning me down. So, I slept only under a sheet and opened the bedroom window. It wasn’t really warm in my bedroom either, not as warm as I normally like it, I just was that hot. I was bloated and gross.

Buuuut anyways, this shit is known to happen if I eat shitty before bed, like Chinese, ugh chinese food can be the devil, its delicious sure, but dang, makes me blow up like a whale. I think it was the influx of sodium really, that shit can mess you up, especially if you have been detoxing. It doesn’t take much to mess up the natural rhythm of the body. I will need to find healthy snacks, like maybe cheese crips or something, or chicken jerky,  something low carb, for tv snacking.

So I actually feel pretty good this morning though. I am having black tea because I am out of green tea. The skies are blue and the air is clean and crisp. It is Thursday, wow week flies by fast. Tomorrow is payday and I should be receiving my stimulus today or tomorrow, which means some bills are getting paid and I can get my CBD oil.

Regardless of how I feel about the virus and how dumb the idea of quarantine is,  I actually will support it being as prolonged as possible. During my walk today I realized that as long as people are slowed down by quarantine they are paying attention to their surroundings. In terms of global warming, this can be a very good thing. Its so easy to turn off the news or close a story of extreme weather happening. Its so easy to turn it off and go do something fun, because as long as its not in your backyard, you don’t have to worry about it. Covid-19 has proved that. Regardless how I feel about it, a good chunk of people never paid any attention to it as it was slowly making its way around the globe, not until it got to us that is.

Dominos…dominos dominos dominos….problems build up, one by one, eventually they get closer together till one falls down and they all fall down.

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Well, I was hoping to write more about goals and dreams but today is actually extremely busy and I would like to make sure to have a blog published, so have a good day everyone! I have already walked 5 miles! Be good to yourselves.

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