Day 42-Hello New Week

“Sometimes you need that cigarette one more time to realize how much you hate it.” I had a vivid dream about my brother. He was the brother I lived with for a few years in high school when I moved down here. The dream took place in an unknown apartment that I lived in withContinue reading “Day 42-Hello New Week”

Day 41- Small But I’m Happy

First week of school coming to a close and let me tell you….it was rough a rough week. I am finally getting caught back up to where I wanted to be academically (in other words ahead). I admit for a while there I had the whole “it’s the end of the world” type thoughts runningContinue reading “Day 41- Small But I’m Happy”

Day 40- Gotta Keep On Fighting

I love hard and intensely. When I feel my heart is threatened, I build up walls to avoid the pain that has always come from feeling anything at all. I am afraid of being left behind but prepare for it by pushing away, so I never have to worry about it happening. Oh Life, HowContinue reading “Day 40- Gotta Keep On Fighting”

Day 39- Just Another Birthmother

I have mentioned previously being adopted. I have also briefly talked about giving up my daughter also. I wish I could say that both were happy for everyone involved. I love my parents and am close to them, I have not always been that way. I of course held a lot against them growing upContinue reading “Day 39- Just Another Birthmother”