Day 47- 3 Phobias

I have a deathly fear of insects. I have not always been this way. In fact, I recall when I was seven and not being afraid at all. I was playing outside our camper one day (we had no home at this time so had to stay in a camper while my parents looked forContinue reading “Day 47- 3 Phobias”

Day 46- Good Night

“Sometimes I can soak up information like a sponge, other times I can barely comprehend my own name.” The hardest part of having a mental illness is when I know and feel all my imbalances. My negative emotions are the tell-tale sign of childhood trauma. I love and have the sexual desires of someone myContinue reading “Day 46- Good Night”

Day 45- Its My Friday!

I woke up very off this morning and a tad bit emotional but physically feeling pretty well. I cannot wait till daylight savings time so its lighter earlier. I do get uneasy being out alone in the dark. I do not like the dark in general actually…. but enjoy night time in some contradictory way.Continue reading “Day 45- Its My Friday!”

Day 44- I Am Here

I started the day by oversleeping. What do I write about when life is good? It is stressful, but good. I am very boring to myself. Right now, my life is work, school, and trying my best to make time for my family. Even though school just started last week, I haven’t seen my daughterContinue reading “Day 44- I Am Here”

Day 43-Fucking Mondays

I am alive and well peeps, I wouldn’t intentionally miss a post. I woke up this morning feeling absolutely great but then I got to work, and it was a total shit show. I ran around ragged all day at work. I survived the day and once I got home, I hit the books. MyContinue reading “Day 43-Fucking Mondays”