Recovery
Recovery from bulimia, alcoholism, self harm, and dealing withe the effects of abuse and BPD
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100
Today marks 100 days of my sobriety. I quite love it to be honest. I feel like I am more “me” then I have been since I was young. My mind feels as free as it did when I could run along the rocky shores of the ocean. Eighteen years since I have been able… Continue reading
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Three
I bet you all think I have fallen…off the wagon she goes again, the downward spiral of the good ole bottle, just another alcoholic in denial. Actually, that is not true, I was not in denial, I have admitted since I first started blogging that I am an alcoholic, I just ended up falling so… Continue reading
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IDK
18 days sober. I haven’t posted in a few days mainly because I really have no idea what I am doing, or what is going on, or just anything really to do with life. My mind has just been shut down in a sense. What I have concluded is the only thing I do know… Continue reading
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13
Where do I see myself in a year? I am on my five day break after making career at my workplace. Golden sunlight streams in through the blinds across the scrapbook project I am working on at my desk. I glance over at my two cats and pup laying on my bed as I take… Continue reading
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Eleven
What does one write about when all the traumas of the past are absolutely a bore to talk about, and everything in the present situation just annoys me to talk about. I feel like a whiny little bitch. I have always been able to manifest imaginary situations in my mind. I think that is why… Continue reading
About Me
An English diarist and naval administrator. I served as administrator of the Royal Navy and Member of Parliament. I had no maritime experience, but I rose to be the Chief Secretary to the Admiralty under both King Charles II and King James II through patronage, diligence, and my talent for administration.