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Just Another Sitting Duck
An inch of progress on the outside could be miles on the inside. Garbage will always be garbage and garbage will always be given up on, maybe thats why we stay garbage. Soon to be more of us in this economy that will soon crumble by the looks of things. God only cares about those… Continue reading
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Life Goes On
Not sure if this one has been posted 🙂 Her body burns as her body lays in the hot water bath, she feels nothing. She stares up at an open small rectangular window above her shower; rain falls from the gutters creating splashes against the window pane. She hears thunder rolling and an occasional drip… Continue reading
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Pleasure
I am starting to believe this is all a test. I have been worried and scared for awhile, even when I did have a job, because I needed a second job to get caught up and ahead. I was becoming discouraged than, and after I lost my job, I felt completely helpless. At the crystal… Continue reading
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Sorta Positive, Not Really LOL
How does one describe growing up poor or in poverty and trying to get out? Trying to be better than their parents and surroundings but still only knowing that way of living? That way of coping? In my fucked up life I have already done better than my parents but still I am nothing. I… Continue reading
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I Tried
I am nothing. I am not holding on, I can’t. Sometimes people get to a point where they realize so many people would be better off without them, and sometimes one can already see those changes. Friends and family pull away and eventually there is no one left to talk to, no shoulder left to… Continue reading
About Me
An English diarist and naval administrator. I served as administrator of the Royal Navy and Member of Parliament. I had no maritime experience, but I rose to be the Chief Secretary to the Admiralty under both King Charles II and King James II through patronage, diligence, and my talent for administration.