Sobriety again I guess

Well peeps, I just cant seem to stop fucking up. I put my notice in for the liquor store today. Its a bummer because I quite enjoy working there but theres too much temptation to down all the liquor and I am giving in a lot. Theres no enjoyment in it, I am just bingeContinue reading “Sobriety again I guess”

Life’s Okay

We had quite the storm last night. I woke up around 3 am to the loudest thunder and what I read were 80 mph winds. My flowers are a little toppled but I think they will spring back up. I have three flowers now actually that I have grown on my own, I feel quiteContinue reading “Life’s Okay”

Confuzzled

“I wanna stay inside all day I want the world to go away I want blood, guts, and chocolate cake I wanna be a real fake Yeah, I wish I’d been, I wish I’d been, a teen, teen idle Wish I’d been a prom queen, fighting for the title Instead of being sixteen and burningContinue reading “Confuzzled”

Staying Positive

  My sleep concoction lately has been 1/2- a full bottle of wine with a melatonin to finish knocking me out. So in the mornings I am back to coffee. I need to get off that cycle. I know I have to actually. So last night when I got home from the liquor store IContinue reading “Staying Positive”

Last Few (a lot of) Weeks

Hello peeps. I suppose I should give a breakdown of how my life has been. My daughters mom, my best friend, had her surgery with quite a few complications, after three weeks theres still issues. She did end up having cancer and will have to have chemo and radiation in a couple weeks. It wasContinue reading “Last Few (a lot of) Weeks”