You ever have those perfect mornings you wake up and the sky is a beautiful rising sun soft rainbow color, the green tea tastes extra delicious, the carpets are all freshly cleaned, the incense is extra calming, and the birds are chirping? Or something similar? Just that perfection?
Today was full of highs and lows. I woke up around 5, not that I wanted to, I just did, and couldn’t fall back asleep. I was going to go for a walk this morning with Bailey but it was actually really cold, 35 I believe, so we didn’t. I think he is okay being lazy honestly. So naturally, I went back inside, ate a taco and watched Netflix till I fell asleep again. I had a weird dream where it was a workday and I literally slept through the whole day at work and when I would try to work I couldn’t wake my body up, like I knew i was sleeping in my dream where I was sleeping. Anyways, after that I decided to run errands, so I went to Natural Grocers for my Anxiety Soother extract from Herb Pharma. After that I went to get Applebees because shrimp and Parmesan steak sirloin sounded amazing, and it was. I bought some groceries for the week and came home and Bailey and I went to the dog park.
I just feel off today. I think I need to do another cleanse. I don’t know, I have been anxious all day and no real reason behind it. I just feel blah and exhausted and my head feels like its full of pressure. I am tired now and its only 730 so I am going to try and go to bed since tomorrow is Monday. Goodnight peeps.
Side Note: There was hockey playing at Applebees, the crowds were full so I am assuming it was an old game. It was a weird feeling. Like there were other people in the restaurant, not near as much as a Sunday afternoon would be, I would say half of what is normal, but I guess I also never really went to that particular Applebees much either so it might be normal. Anyways…..yeah, just a weird feeling, a somewhat empty restaurant and a old game playing with a full crowd cheering.
Could meat really be making me feel this badly?