I don’t know when I will write again, maybe tomorrow, maybe next week, maybe never. I can’t really say what’s all going on in my head right now other than nothing good. Well, maybe its more acceptance than anything. The only person who I needed to give up on me has and with that I can finally give up on myself. Giving up on myself makes smiling so much easier now. I do not like this world. I do not like a world where there are ones who are born to survive and those who are born to live. I do not like a world that is dying. I do not like a world where political games get innocent people killed. I suppose thats where my dad would say life’s not fair, and it isn’t, but I have little strength in me for life. There is no pain when there should be. Who knew giving my heart away would be my death sentence lol. Actually, I knew, I just knew she deserved better. There are people who are beyond repair and I finally made the last person who believed in me give up.
Thats all I got peeps.